Thursday, 23 May 2013

Jagadish, HAL, Bangalore

Jagadish, Manufacturing Company, Bangalore
I used to get very angry, earlier, even for some small incidents, but after DSN my anger level has reduced a lot. I would getting angry while driving my car in traffic and yell OH SH**.... but now i say only WOW...
My confidence level of speaking to people and conveying and convincing my message has increased a lot. I am now ready to meet any person and talk / discuss any thing.
My energy levels and the smile on my face through out the day makes my colleagues raise their eye brows.
Till date after DSN, I have not got any reply as NO in any point of time from anybody. The YES in my mind is actually turning things as YES around me.
Whenever I tend to get angry / get irritated at someone, I immediately recall the Sutra - "OHO AISE BHI LOG HOTE HAIN".
My anger earlier was from heart but, now it is from throat only. It doesn't have any impact on my mind, heart / body.
I used to degrading myself a lot by demeaning myself, but now I don't self-blame at all.
I used to cry thinking of my dad frequently, who passed away a few months ago but now due to my regular sadhana and DSN am not holding on to it and considered it as a part of life.
"Aho Niranjana" Meaning I am untouched by situations has made me keep cool in all sort of situations.
If  in spite of all this, I feel lost, I just bow down to Guruji and tell Him to take care of my situation and rest its taken care.
Due to "Ashtavakra Gita" which is heard every day after group sadhana, lot of changes are seen in my day to day life. Situations are created to experience the knowledge of Ashtavakra geetha and there many answers found without questioning.
The group discussions after listening to the Ashtavakra Gita tape help to cover over all knowlegde points covered on that day. That has a great impact on every individual.
One of the best part of DSN were the actions that Anand ji used to convey the point... My God!!! it brings smile immediately every time I think of them and then I have a solution for that particular situation. (Eg: traffic - Oh sh..., Holding on to past - starring the garbage and smelling it, etc...)
I can't possibly convey every single change I experienced. There is always more to follow. But I recommend this course to every one!

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